Yee ‘O Lost Souls

I feel that I am somehow surrounded by mediocrity. But the scariest thing is that I found myself slowly but surely evolving into mediocrity myself. This cannot happen! How!? How did it happen!? When did it start!? Where did I go wrong!?

WHY DOES GREATNESS SEEM TO ELUDE ME!?

I don’t like being average. I want to be great. I want to be fucking great!!

Of course, other people’s idiocy and incompetence will always have to be included in your success equation but how big is that factor? How!? HOW?! And how do you minimize them!? HOW? HOOOOW!?

I feel like such a mediocrity I could almost kill myself. My current ’self’ that is, but bad habits are hard to break you know. But it’s not like habits aren’t learnable. Gosh this is not how it’s supposed to be!

GOD HELP ME!!

This time it’s no longer a matter of why. It’s a matter of how! HOW! I don’t want reasoning! I want solutions! SOLUTIONS!

I feel like such a freaking mediocrity.

Oh I want my lover. But it’s not bedtime yet.

Gaaah.

Ta’ra.

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