Yee ‘O Lost Souls

It’s pretty amazing. Usually when I have to sahor alone I wouldnt even bother getting up. But I bought this box of ten prawn tempuras last Monday and I have to finish them before I leave today. I ate my last four. So very satisfaction.

Last night I finished downloading Hardo Gay from Mr. Leaf. Usually when we transfer big files we will go through IRC because of the resume function. We had to change server several times because the transfer rate was too slow it eventually dies out. In the end we settled at a porn server hahaha. Only the porn server was not afraid of the Hardo Gay stylish movie. I mean, there must be a lot of people sending porn files to each other on the server so it has to be stable right?

Anyway, served us well. Now I have Hardo Gay (I kept typoing ‘Gary’ when I type ‘Gay’. Is this a sign? Does this mean Gary is really gay?) in high quality picture! Success hooooo~!

Now I’m back to battling with my one ass left. Ta’ra!

Well maybe not really. But I have never seriously done two asses a night! I have finished one by working on it the whole day, and that was more important because the due date in on my absence. I have to get it printed (bless you Kaoru), binded and submit it to my dear friend Caroline (bless you too, Caroline). The lecturer said there was no need for references, but I added it anyway. It just doesn’t feel right ‘copy pasting’ from other people’s work without giving them the proper credit. Besides, it makes my life easier. Citations and references lets you copy paste legally.

Since I haven’t completed my other assignment, I predict very little sleep tonight. I shall sleep after this and wake up for sahor in four hours. After that I will work on my second ass till it’s done and completed then print. After that I will pack some more stuff and clean my room, bind my asses and submit them to Caroline. After that I’ll see if I have enough time to sleep. I suspect a nap is possible since my flight is at 6:10 and naturally I leave at 4 pm.

Geez stupid fucking firecracker-playing fucktards! Playing in the middle of the night, I hope they blow their faces off. And damn it those explosions are not small.

I’m off. Ta’ra.

I….just had this short post typed up. But…I am not too keen on re-typing it. Just saying I will be going back on Friday. Heard a lot of other people are flying back the same date, we might even end up on the same flight. Could be fun eh?

Ta’ra

Gary is mean to me! I don’t care if I am evil to him but he is mean to me! You see, he got me all exicted about this visual rock band Gazette and showed me the picture of one of their guitarist, Uruha, crossdressing. And I instantly fell in love!

But you know, he didn’t have the band pic! How could he not have a band pic?! It’s a crime!! He should have known that I like squealing at crossdressing men and yet did not prepare me a band pic for imminent squealing and drooling! Just how unthoughtful can you be you know??

And furthermore, I think Gary should have told me about Gazette before the weekend so I could look for their album at Tower Records! Becase Gazette is relatively new so their albums might still be available! But Gary didn’t and I might have missed my chance to grab their only album on sale!

See how mean Gary is? So if I like, missed my only chance to get their album it’s totally his fault.

Then since Gary had no band pic, I had to search for myself. Although I am grateful to Google Image search, I have yet found a good picture of them. Still, what I saw made me want to see more!!

And you know what else? Gary didn’t even have a song to reccomend me!! Now I had to search for their good songs! Aaargh Gary you dare be mean to me!!

Unlike Totchi. Totchi introduced me to Dir en grey and had their best video on so I had a strong impact from the beginning and Totchi is also very knowledgable about them. And Totchi provided me with band pics and lotsa info. That’s why I love Totchi. Totchi understands the inclinations of a Jrock fangirl. So far off from Gary.

I am blaming you Gary for reasons above.

Totchiii make him pay, make him paaaay!!!

Reciprocating a post by a certain someone nicknamed after the bassis of Dir en grey (I couldn’t be more obvious can I?), I have to strongly agree. (Like I said, I am a very agreeable person)

Like, you know, if you can’t find people with the same wavelenghts, they dismiss you as an idiot or you’re just, well, insane, and always talk nonsense. Even though it might be just a phase you’re going through. And your character is more complex than that. It might be a phase that you’ll get over or it might be a phase that will wear out in enthusiams but will always stay with you for a long time (take Hyde for example).

Take for example, I may come to class looking all cold and gloomy. Someone of the same wavelenght would know that ‘it happens’ and I will get over it since I am not a morning person. Just takes time. Someone of not the same wavelenght would look at me oddly and ask what’s wrong.

See the difference?

Sighs. But seriously, I don’t really care since I have felt my intelligence is being wasted from the beginning. Since it’s not being appreciated, I might as well keep it to myself and use it for my own good. Right? Exactly.

Oh yeah, update on that girl who was always ‘competing’ with me. Last Thursday she came up with this brilliant idea to cancel the afternoon accounting class since we have a maths test the next day. How did she do it? Well, she basically waltzed into class, looked around like she owns the place and announced her idea whilst sitting on my table!

Okay, so my table is for two person and I was sitting at the other end. Still, she sat on the table, very near to where I parked my glasses and yes, her butt tilted it a bit. Perhpas iIn her eagerness, she didn’t noticed them. *shakes fist*

Anyway, she said all we needed was to write a letter to the business coordinator. By write, they mean write. The class was that afternoon. This was no time to turn on a computer and print out a letter. Suddenly, I was volunteered by a Sabahan girl to write the letter.

I didn’t mind too much. Since I honestly didn’t trust anyone else with it. It has to be professional and concise while not lacking my own style. So I wrote. And included a list of name of everyone in our course where they shall sign next to. There, done deal. At least I get to show off my linguistic prowess. HAH!

Nothing like a bit of pride to heal a ‘molested’ glasses.

Wavelenghts? Forget about it. We all carry clashing signals here.

I think crossdressing guys doing fanservice is squeal material while they think it’s just plain odd and ‘against the law of the universe’.

Totchi, I want to name my next cool stuff ‘Kaoru’. I’m not sure why. I just wanna. XD

Ta’ra.

The last two days saw me on a note re-writing streak. Now I guess I’m at the peak and going through some ‘exhaustion period’. If it can be charted, it would be sloping upwards and then, halted and going sideways. So from this point on you will be seeing a lot of divergences and perhaps small gaps here and there.

Now why am I being too technical? Must be the chart reading I did today. Man. Apple Inc. had a big jump in the last quarter of July and had been going up since! Gaaah makes me so mad. All the action always takes place when I’m away.

So apart from note re-writing I have also written down things I need to do before October 20th. Why October 20th? Because that’s when I go back to Kuching for raya hehehehe. And get this, my study week is two week so I’ll be in Kuching for about a couple of weeks before I go back again, stay for another couple of weeks and come back before December for my end of semester break :D. My end of semester break is one month plus yay. I’ll be doing a lot of gaming on Kujong.

Lately I’ve been feeling rather nostalgic. Because during the fasting month of 2000 was when I finished playing Suikoden 2, the first game I finished, and the game that I loved the most. That same time our house went through its first major renovation so it was kinda fun. I remembered when the hallway on the first floor was under renovation, it was filled with planks and stuff and it really felt like a jungle gym with the skeleton of planks put together like the ones you saw at the side of a building under construction. These ‘jungle gyms’ were around for a few days so imagine having to climb through or crawl under them each time I get out of my room to go to the toilet! Hahaha. fun fun.

But it would be very mafan to do for a long time. Ah well. It was fun while it lasted heh. Anyway, all very nostalgic since 2000 not only saw my house getting a new start, but it saw me too. How? That was when I got into high school. A world far off from the very familiar primary school where, at year 6, you are practically king. Hehehehe.

I vividly remember going to my primary school in the middle of the day, during the fasting month holidays following raya. The school was empty except for the guards on duty and the clerks at work. I walked into the office and got my offer letter from my next-door high school. After that, it was a couple of years before I went back there again.

So! Owing to this major change and that of Suikoden 2, I always felt like playing the game each fasting month that follows. But there are other games on my list that are practically screaming to be played: Suikoden V and Valkyrie Profile Silmeria (which I bought not long ago hehehehe). But you know, I felt more strongly towards playing Valkyrie Profile than Suikoden V! And then I thought, "OMG! Me not preferring Suikoden V is like me preferring not to eat when it’s eating time!!"

However, I’m all out for flexibility and all that stuff. Even though I am still unsure which game I will play first, one thing that I am sure of is that, December shall be gaming month. So you guys can look forward to seeing me put a lot of hours into Kujong when I go back. Hehehehe.

I foresee sleepless nights and the pattern on my chair engraved on my ass. Hahaha!

Yay! Three weeks before I leave this place! Which means, two weeks to Prom and one week to a visit to USTBOSH! Hahaha.

Although I know some people who are leaving this joint in two weeks, like, the day after prom and skipping classes :P.

Anyway, bed. Ta’ra!