O’ Monitor o mine
With the rest of the family gone, the smappy should go ‘does play’ as Mr. Leaf puts it. But how come I don’t feel like ‘playing’?! Man.
I’m only left with my younger sis who claims that she’s staying back for some ‘higher reason’. I bet you that it’s to annoy me. My monitor went down last Friday. What a coincidence! If my group members had finished the project on Thursday as promised, things would be online by Friday. But thanks to their delay and several lame excuses later, the stuff that I did, and can’t access, aren’t that significant. I have only done about two webpages. Fortunately, I am a proactive person and since my elder sis is gone I could move her monitor to my PC. Her monitor is flat screen, therefore lighter to move around.
I can’t complain enough about my group members. You may label me a non-team player but my team is very disappointing and I would be so glad if even one of them is reading this post or my previous posts. I mean, if they claim they are busy, I’m busy too but how come I could find time? Saying that our lecturer allows us to submit later than them, we still have to submit a draft one day earlier than theirs. If they had known how to make webpages that’s fine, but if I have to point out everything, I’m willing to do it, but they are still too busy to learn. And when I did teach them, they will just start complaining and about this and that and won’t listen. Geez!
And about submitting late, I know this shit is extended to Monday, but I don’t plan to do anymore of this after Friday, its supposed due date. Don’t they understand I have other plans for weekends? I don’t go online every night and chat to my boyfriend till 4 am only to skip the morning classes or fall asleep in it. I wish their stupid boyfriends would die too. Because they were too busy with them that our project was delayed and they don’t pay attention during group discussions. Pisses me off.
They are willing to spend about half of their phone credits smsing their bfs but sending me just one fakking SMS about the project is a total chore! Its too bad really, because they are really good people. Or could have been. If they had been more organized. I mean, its a good skill to have to be able to work overnight on a project especially when the due date is the next day. But although I can do that, I hate it. And I hate people who drag things until it comes to that.
Now that my monitor is down, I wish you guys good luck with the project. I’ve had it with your procrastination. Or maybe not. You know what guys? Just give me all the info you got because really, at this point I just don’t trust you guys with the website. And I think you are just going to mess up and further irritate me. Thanks. I’m not stabbing you from the back. I’ve sent you a lot of notices. You just either didn’t get it or ignore it.
Another annoying thing I found was at the gym. Yesterday, while I was on the treadmill, this guy climbed on the treadmill beside me. He was wearing a tight, macho-looking black shirt and a not-so-macho-looking flowery pink short shorts that is only acceptable at home. I could accept that he turned on the fan without considering it would hit me too, but suddenly, he took the remote and started flipping channels. What the fakk! I was watching that! The TV had only one cable channel (at that time was MTV) and the other 4 are local channels. Fortunately for me, the other channels were airing kids shows like cartoons and news recap so he had to turn back to MTV. But at one point he paused too long at a boring news recap, I was tempted to push him off the treadmil. Him and his gay mini shorts.
I mean really, that was rude! He just changed the channel without my consent! I was there first you know.
Alright I’m done complaining this session. I will go to the gym now. Bye.
May 30th, 2006 at 10:00 pm
okay, u dun say things like tat. We did pay attention during the discussion, but u r not willing to accept others opinion. You only wanted us to listen to u, n one mistake is, u dun trust us, how r u goin to b in a group wif us? This first attitude is not right, n if u dun trust us u shouldnt say yes when i asked u to join. Even though we dun hv the skills, we r willing to learn, but not wif ur attitude of not trusting us. N as we mentioned, the criterias were stated, n we hv to follow, u dun hv to rush things on ur own, tats wat im not happy wif, u do all the webpages, n we dun hv the rite to voice our opinion on the designs of webpages. Its just like u r doin an individual work. Okay, sori for the delay. But u just should not hv no trust in us, u r leading all the way, this is not rite. n, one thing, u dun hv bfs, its fine, but pls respect those who has one. If u dun trust theres love of boy gal fren relationship, just remain speechless, u dun talk bad about it. Its fine if u think bf is mafan, but pls, others is their own business, u dun hv to talk bad here, it sounds cruel. U wont understand how the real situation is,n ppl skip cls is their own business, u dun hv to blog it ok. PLs, do respect. This is really not ur concern.
May 31st, 2006 at 9:13 am
Was I talking about you?
May 31st, 2006 at 9:25 am
Then again, if the shoe fits, wear it.
June 1st, 2006 at 6:20 pm
Leaf say, the shoe does fit, and worn it shall be.
Heidi, It must say you have bad knob-handle of English, but it translate well also!! You will laugh!
June 2nd, 2006 at 11:29 am
Okay,..wateva whoeva u r talking about, … u shouldnt be so bothered to blog this stuffs….if u r not happy wif it, just tell us..just shout out, dun hv to blog it out. i know u had been really not happy about my relationship, u r owes against it…its okie..but is it reasonable u brought it into here.?? i mean.u had not being specific, but should u blog about ppl’s bfs …smsing..n wateva, it indirectly sounds sarcastic! Yea, u didnt mention who ..but we r not brainless or senseless! okie, pls.
n to Sean, … I think my english is not of ur concern, what made u so bothered to tell about it? Set aside n keep quiet pls, i dun know u. Pls respect.
June 2nd, 2006 at 11:32 am
I can’t complain enough about my group members. You may label me a non-team player but my team is very disappointing and I would be so glad if even one of them is reading this post or my previous posts. I mean, if they claim they are busy, I’m busy too but how come I could find time? Saying that our lecturer allows us to submit later than them, we still have to submit a draft one day earlier than theirs. If they had known how to make webpages that’s fine, but if I have to point out everything, I’m willing to do it, but they are still too busy to learn. And when I did teach them, they will just start complaining and about this and that and won’t listen. Geez!
And about submitting late, I know this shit is extended to Monday, but I don’t plan to do anymore of this after Friday, its supposed due date. Don’t they understand I have other plans for weekends? I don’t go online every night and chat to my boyfriend till 4 am only to skip the morning classes or fall asleep in it. I wish their stupid boyfriends would die too. Because they were too busy with them that our project was delayed and they don’t pay attention during group discussions. Pisses me off.
They are willing to spend about half of their phone credits smsing their bfs but sending me just one fakking SMS about the project is a total chore! Its too bad really, because they are really good people. Or could have been. If they had been more organized. I mean, its a good skill to have to be able to work overnight on a project especially when the due date is the next day. But although I can do that, I hate it. And I hate people who drag things until it comes to that.
Okay here, did u say u didnt point who u were referring to?…
c ur group members u stated, okie..who else..if not us..???
If u r not happy not satisfied….pls..come to us face to face, y do u hv to blog it ..n tell da world about it? n its not oni ur part of the world read about it, i am reading it oso, …..okie! i neva did this thing, blogging bad about others…why do u talk bad about others here? I hv no idea.
June 2nd, 2006 at 5:27 pm
Ok Students! Today let’s look at the definition of the word “blog”!
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“BLOG” noun
an online diary; a personal log of thoughts published on a Web page; Typically updated daily, blogs often reflect the personal thoughts and opinions of the author.
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Ok! So, as you may have noticed, this blog is owned by “Atziluth”, and as such, anything she chooses to write and talk about is entirely upto her, and no-one else. Nowhere does it state that other people must approve the content before she posts it up!
So Infact Heidi, it isn’t your right to tell her what she can or cannot write about - the only choice you’ve got is to read or not read it!! And you chose to read it, so deal with it.
Leaf say: if you can’t handle that, I suggest you DON’T READ IT!!! Class over!
You also mention I should “set aside n keep quiet pls”, You may be used to everyone else bowing down to your wishes, however I can assure you I am not one of those people.
The sad thing is, I’m quite certain you actually know English; you just choose to dumb it down deliberately.
June 3rd, 2006 at 5:15 am
Heidi, I am itching to take it out on you in your face. But let me ask you this though, have you been doing your bf’s assignments lately? Because I rarely see you in class. So that’s probably why we’re here in my blog.
And like Sean said, it’s my freaking blog. I say what the hell I want. And I happen to like being sarcastic. It gets the point across very efficiently. If I hadn’t been sarcastic, would you have noticed it and came with a dyslexic type of comment? Obviously not.
I didn’t mention any names is my way of respecting your privacy. You’re the one who came forward and revealed yourself so that’s not my problem. You could just send me a private message but instead…you’re here. And are you blaming me for making you leave a heck long of a comment too that led to you revealing yourself?
And to be honest, I don’t really care who reads my blog (even if its YOUR part of the world) because it’s their choice. If they don’t like it, don’t read. Simple as that.
By the way, you still owe me one part of the IT info that you were SUPPOSED to submit two Thursdays ago. I don’t care what your lame excuses are. Get those done and send them to me DIRECTLY. Not through a proxy like you did last time. I found that lame and cowardly. Thanks.
June 4th, 2006 at 10:18 am
okie excuse me, did u say u rarely see me in cls?…were u sure i was or am doin assign??…hey there, pls..respect here. I got a funeral to manage wif the whole last week,..n mind u, it was my Greatgrandmother’s!!!!!!
U r being really nuisance kept mentioning about my bf! What ever im doin for him is not of ur concern, none of ur business to be involved wif my relationship matters.
This funeral , the death happened wat not a funny thing…pls b sure ..it wasnt about my bf tat i didnt appear in cls! Keep quiet n dun u ever mention about my bf..im da one in the relationship….u dun hv the rite to say wat im doin for him.
June 5th, 2006 at 4:30 am
So you were not in class because you were doing assignments? Really, Heidi, I must applaude your time management skills here. Skipping class in pursuit of assignments! How noble! How very CLEVER! Of course, someone of your calibre DOESN’T NEED to be in class like mere mortals as the rest of us. I have underestimated you. Go ahead and skip classes as per usual because frankly I don’t care. For your BF or not.
And of course, I have never said death was ‘funny’. You’re the one who said it. But I heard your greatgrandma died on Saturday was it? Or over the weekend? And when was it I asked you to submit your part? Thursday? Has your greatgradnma died then? Heidi, if you’re trying to shock me into feeling sorry for you due to your relative’s death, you’re being shallow. Deaths and stuff like that are inevitable and besides, if you had done your homework on time, you wouldn’t be boggled down with the funeral now, would you? Please, Heidi, we’re not ten anymore. I don’t have to point out everything for you.
“Keep quiet n dun u ever mention about my bf” As Sean said, ‘you may be used to people bowing down to your wishes, but I can assure you I am not one of those people.’ Count me in.
It’s sad but I would have ACTUALLY felt sorry for your loss if you had told me you know but right now I have nothing but spite for your corwardlyness.
So are you going to give me the rest of your work or not? The lecturer is starting to question your integrity. If you ask me. You have none.
June 6th, 2006 at 12:41 pm
Aha..im doubt to submit my part to u, for ur concern. n u hv really been irrespectful here. I was not doing assigns, u hvent been understanding, u dun understand wat had happened n mind u pls keep quiet. My duties of running back n forth to the hospital for the beloved Greatgrandmother b4 her death…all the families were in mess, u dun understand, i didnt hv to inform about wat im doin, n u ever questioned me face to face tat im doin assign for my bf, honestly im pissed by ur question, cuz im not doin wat u mentioned, n i dun think i hv to tell u wat im doin. Its all personal matters, all families matters. Do i hv to go around make explanation about my absents?..all too personal, personal about my health probs that u wouldnt understand. Im doubt, sometimes, y r u so noisy about my stuffs? Y did u bother to ask me was i doing assigns…y i skipped classes? …N do u ever understand me, who r u to judge my reasons for the absents.???/ DO I HAVE TO SHOW U MY REPORT OF HEALTH THEN U ONI SATISFY WHY WERE I BEING ABSENT???? Dont u ever say anything b4 u really noe wats happening, mind u my time management is nothing wrong. IM not happy wif the way u lead the assignment tasks! U R REALLY BEING IRRESPECTFUL WIF UR WORDS HERE!!!
So you were not in class because you were doing assignments? Really, Heidi, I must applaude your time management skills here. Skipping class in pursuit of assignments! How noble! How very CLEVER! Of course, someone of your calibre DOESN’T NEED to be in class like mere mortals as the rest of us. I have underestimated you. Go ahead and skip classes as per usual because frankly I don’t care. For your BF or not.
N whether its sat or sun she passed away, …i still hv to stay b4 the funeral..it lasted 4 days. N I JUST DUN HV TO INFORM U ABOUT THE DEATH! N, if u neva heard about my personal health probs, den pls, be careful wif ur words here. I dun hv to tell everyone tat i hv no cures for my distorted spine tat owes causing me in pain. I dun hv to tell u dat the terrible pain dragged me in bed. I JUST DUN HV TO TELL U EVERYTHING> SO I DUN UNDERSTAND Y R U SO BUSY QUESTIONING N CRITICISING ABOUT MY TIME MANAGEMENT OR MY WATEVA. PLS I DUN HV the mood ARGUING WIF U, just be careful wif ur words here. How could a Muslim speak in such way?
N o yea, u hv owes been underestimating my ability. N even the other group members. Dun tell me u never did. N so u neva trusted us in doin the assign therefore u lead us, u hv any comments on ur attitude? U dun trust us, so y did u say yes? Actually we had another person but just to be respectful as we asked u first, so we got u in. So i guess its really wasting my time telling others we shouldnt left u as we informed u first, n i was wrong wif the decision as now im getting someone who doesnt trust us, thinks she does all the right things, the rest all are retarded …or perhaps lack of skills.She thinks tat shes the oni one could get things done perfectly,…others are gona messed it up. THANKS for ur attitude!
June 7th, 2006 at 1:49 am
Ok! Class 2! Let’s begin with a Heidi statement!
“just be careful wif ur words here. How could a Muslim speak in such way?”
Sooo, I wonder here, are you talking about Atziluth, or referring to yourself?!! Because sure as hell I wonder how a Muslim (or anyone) can speak in such a way that you do! Either way, it’s actually you who should be careful with your words, because frankly some of them can’t be called words at all!! …….N keep quiet pls. Hahaha.
I am sorry to hear about your grandmother, but you know what? We all lose family members, but life goes on – and if you’re unable to meet your study obligations I suggest you decide whether you should continue with it all together! I lost my grandfather during an important exam week in high school, but you know what? I could sit around screaming at the top of my lungs “WAAAAAHHH, I can’t do the work, my grandfather just died” and hope that some other students will feel sorry for me. But you know what? It doesn’t work. Because at the end of the day, you still have these tasks to do. The fact that your study work is in a group is even more important, because if you slack off, it isn’t just yourself that you are screwing over, but in fact you screw over all other members of the group. Way to go, be proud.
Personal problems or not, and what health problems? Can you walk? Can you sit? Can you move your hands? Yes? Good. Then you can operate a computer, clearly well enough to do the work required by the group. The fact that you’ve written several extremely long comments to the blog here proves this fact. Perhaps you should work on your time management, stop screwing around replying with poorly worded replies and get on and do the damn work.
Let’s move on to another quote of yours.
“I dun hv to tell everyone tat i hv no cures for my distorted spine tat owes causing me in pain. I dun hv to tell u dat the terrible pain dragged me in bed.”
You know what? I have the same spinal problem. I am serious. Even now my back hurts, it does 24/7. But you’ll get no sympathy from me, because it’s not an excuse. And simply mentioning it is utterly selfish of you, because you’re trying to make other people feel sorry for you.
Put up or shut up, and if you can’t do either, get out.
Thankyou! and don’t trip on the steps on your way out the door.
June 7th, 2006 at 2:27 am
You rock very the very sean!
June 7th, 2006 at 6:30 am
First, let me point out there is not such word as ‘irrespectful’. The correct word is ‘disrespectful’. Even if you wanted to insult me, do it properly. Also if you meant by ‘How could a Muslim speak in such way?’ as ’speaking’ in correct spelling and grammar, I thank you for the compliment. But you see, unlike you, I am not one to judge someone’s attitude based on their religion.
Also, I was probably among the first to know about your health problems in Swinburne if you want me to put it into light. I didn’t blame you for your back. I just wanted you to submit your stuff on time. Is that so much to ask? Besides, I text’d you asking about it, but lo and behold - no reply! Did you even BOTHER replying? No. Did you even TRY? No. Heidi, when the due date came, nobody else was nowhere near completing the project, let alone you. For the sake of the assignment, I moved my sis’s monitor just so I could do the work. Did I complain to you I moved my monitor and got flu the whole night because of it? No. Unlike you who used your poor ol greatgrandma and your back and your family (who said was in a mess)as an excuse, I took the proactive approach and concentrated on the assignments. And nobody helped me.
also, I said, ‘AT THIS POINT, I just don’t trust you guys with the assignment anymore’. Your visions are not distorted like your spine are they? So you could read and understand that, BEFORE that point, I trusted you guys would do a good work. But you guys just flat out dissappoint me. All I asked is you look for info, edit and paraphrase. I was willing to compile and design for you guys. But did you guys deliver? Everyone except you, did, but not without pushing. Perhaps the problem isn’t about underestimating you guys, perhaps I’m asking too much. Becuse obviously, sitting on the computer, clicking and typing away hurt your back too much. But it’s a wonder how you managed to reply my comments. Don’t think that I am not aware of my position in that group. I never wanted to be the leader. I was assuming you were the leader, but you weren’t taking charge on anything. I’m not the type to enjoy doing things last minute so if my style was a bit more organized than yours, I duly apologize. Actually I was only waiting for orders from you, whom I assume is the leader, but you were’t doing anything either. How can one rely on a leader that doesn’t…lead? A leader is supposed to promote security to the group, but all I get from you is insecurity. Then it dawned on me that you weren’t leading, you’re just going with the flow. What kind of leader is that? After all, my marks are at stake too here. Oh and you know what? I’m already a part of this group whether you like it or not and this project is still on going. You can bring up that ‘we asked you to join us, but you repay us back by calling us unreliable idiots’ crap is just pointless now. I don’t care if the rest of the members turned their back on me because it’s obvious here who refuses to turn in their part.
And I really don’t understand this ‘keep quiet’ crap you’ve been repeating. I’m not making any noise do I? Maybe it’s you who’s been screaming to your head.
Also, about the part that you HAD sent it to me, I would very much appreciate it if you take it back, shorten it, edit and paraphrase. And about the other one you’re supposed to submit, forget it. I’m in no position to force you. Don’t show up for the presentation too if you’re too busy. Whatever your reasons are, you don’t have to say because its all personal matters to you. So leave me in my obscurity and bask in the fact that you have no real arguments against me.
The rest, have all been spelled out by sean.
June 7th, 2006 at 6:32 am
HAHAHA how funny. Who r u related to me here? N do i noe u? OMG whos dis noisy chicken. Wateva, i dun care ur words. Set aside. SHUT UP to u too. Such a busy body.
My replies have noth to do wif u. Such ashame u came here to shit about my words. UHUH….who r u talking to..ur Heidi, is tat me? n da word u …oops…For me? haha. Type more, its fun to c ur replies though. THANK YOU.
June 7th, 2006 at 6:43 am
It’s always funny to see, when someone’s run out of argument, they result to swearing and insults!
June 7th, 2006 at 6:48 am
N U, Farah, im not pointing things based on ur religion. N some point here, i did not consider myself the leader. N i owes had wee nee as the leader whenever shes wif me.So u dun blame me as not being a leader, if u had consider me as one, sorry i didnt noe tat.
N mind here, let u design n compile, … this isnt a group work. U design all, we dun hv right 2 say a thing? How about the patterns n stuffs? oh yea.
I bet u wish to make things short n simple..just ur way of doin it. I bet others dont. But no point, u wanted to design n compile, they just have to follow. N sori, im goin for the presentation. U hv no right telling me not to present. N im not using those matters as an excuse, u r the one that forced me to write all these. I dun even bother to tell u about tat. N yea, let u noe tat u had been busy n noisy on questions about my attendance. Do u want to tell me u neva did? I dun understand. N, oh yea, my time management has noth wrong, mind u all too satisfied wif ur own well organized schedule.Too arrogant? Aha, nvm, i dun mind. Yea, go on n criticise my time management. THANK YOU. Why do i hv to argue wif u all here, since u all are really GOOD in arguments… y do u all hv to argue wif me since im not tat EXCELLENT ..wasting ur time though. Sighz…good time management u call? THANKS.
June 7th, 2006 at 7:01 am
Glad to hear you’re full to the brim with sarcasm. Since you have so much time now, why don’t you go do some homework eh? My time was properly organized that I even allocated time to reply to your lame comments here. It gives me entertainment.
And I have never met someone so full of gratitude. Why, you’re most welcome! For…everything! Oh and don’t worry about me wasting my time. I enjoyed it. Nevertheless, your concerns are well appreciated. Aaaww, I never thought you cared! Besides, enjoying things are never a waste of time.
At the very least, I am not making up lame excuses. Oh, and Jia Lin, you’re forgiven. Despite all your bad antics, my father told me never to leave a man (or woman in your case) behind. Even if she is our weakest link ;).
June 7th, 2006 at 7:37 am
aha..okie..Good thanks. Well, it seems this matter has gone to lots of ears out there. U r GOOD in ‘broadcasting’ it. Y are u so bothered to make an announcement about this?? It seems u really like to tell things out loud to the world. N o yea, mind u im not using my greatgrandmother as the lame excuse as u mentioned! IF u dun understand wat happened wif me, dun u ever go around telling i gave lame excuse. How terrible is ur way of telling others about me. U r talking bad about me in front of others. There, mind u go around ask did i do so unto u?
Excellent mouth. Cant u just mind ur own business, even this happened between us ..do u hv to tell the world? I did not. Wateva u wana criticise on me, do it. Wateva u wana talk bad about me behind my back, do it. Seems u r really good in it. I should learn from u. End of this, i hv to c u face to face. Not wif this virtual thing. Enough. Tired of arguing wif u who likes to spread things around.
June 7th, 2006 at 12:13 pm
LOl…wth is u crapping around ? comp broke down then cant do assignment ? issit u donno open lab openning for student go do assignment?? lol.. very funny.. still can push to other to do..and just saying GOOD LUCK..lol.. if i ur group member sure u been fak off.. lol.. plus u mention tat at restroom watching tv and scolding a person because of he changing the channel?? very funny and still mention wat the person is wearning.. izit ur brain is to use tat for memory sth useless like tat ?
wad ashame.. tat tv is for anyone use.. not for yourself k ? plus if u wan watch MTV u can go home watch until u Happy..No one will change ur channel.. then u wont get crazy like Wat! sob sob.. really shock tat got a person at swinburne attitude like tat..try 2 change ur attitude..sure wont get any trouble anymore.. izit the race make u not happy ? or u hate chinese ?? lol i tell u.. i HATE malay also.. tat all..
June 8th, 2006 at 3:52 am
Blame me all you want. But bad attitude speaks for itself. It also can’t spell well. But for once, I agree with you. There’s no point arguing with idiots. One dyslexic is enough. But two is a different story. Add a racist into the equation and you have yourself a complete package.
June 17th, 2006 at 6:23 am
Haha.
It seems to me someone just couldn’t comprehend the purposes of a blog.
Atziluth, keep blogging, you deserve all the right. The fact that you didn’t mention names in your blog in enough to show everyone that you don’t intend to use the blog for the sole purpose of attacking other people.
By the way, Internet is really corrupting the younger generation’s English at a pace faster than I’ve ever imagined.
I am being cycnical. Hehe.
“If the shoe fits”
I like that.