Yee ‘O Lost Souls

The Hyde porns I got recently received 100% satisfaction *nods nods*. I mixed the songs with some Craig Davids and a couple of Mariah Carey and I’m happy. Craig David’s latest album The Story Goes that I got not long ago also received 100% satisfaction. The second album was an obvious disappointment but the this latest one makes up for it and more. So if you’re a fan of Craig David, go get it!!

Ahem.

Anyway I suddenly had a thing for watches. Casio watches to be specific. I finally found a watch that suits me. I’m sure some of you are aware of the special condition of my watch hand hehehehe. Its a good thing in a way so I won’t splurge on just any type of watch. My all-time favorite is the Baby-G line but since I already have one like it I can’t have a second watch that is just a slight deviation of the current one.

If I’m getting a new watch its something along this line. http://world.casio.com/asia/wat/futurist/futurist/la-201.html#201wd

But its a tough competition between that line and this one from Baby-G.

….the window suddenly got errors. Anyway there’s a lot of cool designs from the Baby-G line but all of them are digital. Either way, they still look cool.

I’ve lost interest in this post somehow. Later.

*Yawns*

Going to sleep is such a chore. You have to wash your face, brush your teeth, wash your feet and since you’re in the toilet anyway, pee. Its never a simple thing. No matter how I try to make it simple. I remember back in school a student was quoting a teacher who said "the easiest thing to do in the world is to fart". I later got to know that teacher in upper form. I do see some truth in her words though. When you fart you don’t need to prepare anything. If you’re alone, just go ahead and release the gas. Althought its not advisable to do it in a crowded lift. Have mercy.

If you want to eat, you have to prepare food, if you want to nap, you have to make sure you won’t be disturbed. Ai~ -_-"

Three nights are done. Four more nights to go. It seems it has become my duty or something to lay down all the praying mats. I don’t mind the work its the dust that bothers me. But since I don’t do anything else around the house, I guess I have no right to complain hehehe.

Tao’s Berry Frenzy smoothie has too much crushed ice in it. It doesn’t taste the same without bananas. I wanna try blueberry and banana next time. Alright, okay, maybe you are tired of Tao by now Totchi Tin. Next time we go to Bing. Or Room Two~0~Five. I wanna try the banana crepe there. Seems like most things I like have banana in them. Hmmm.

I want to go to KL and get down to my shopping. On an unrelated note, when I flex, my biceps are bulging the wrong way LOL! Its so funny…

I really want to go to the movies and have a movie marathon tomorrow but I guess I really should stop avoiding the chores needed around the house especially during these times. Obviously I am of little help in the cooking. But there are other things I could do (minor things nobody else want to do). Oh well =/. Fine I’ll stay. And I haven’t packed. Just don’t like packing so early. As opposed to packing a lot of clothes when I’m away for a week, this time I don’t need to pack as much because we’re not staying in a hotel and can wash our own clothes. Hehehehehe.

I can’t tell where we’re staying or you will go and stalk us.

I so want to get up early tomorrow to go to the gym so I will go and wash up now and sleep. So, bye.

p/s oh my leg. Oh pain.

p/s/s I really hope people would update their blogs more often. Give me something to read, people!

I have no idea how to start this post. Oh wait. I just did. Hehehehe.

We’re in the middle of the seven nights death occasion (is it appropriate to call it ‘occasion’?) kind of thing. We have people over for the night prayers for two consecutive nights already. There’s still five more to go. Gaaah. Not really complaining. Its fun to see some people repeatedly. And the food is good too.

I finally went to the gym today. It really felt when you’ve been away for a while. The front of my left calf didn’t hurt today but after the workout it was my left foot.

I want a foot rub :|.

I shall from now on take better care of my foot and my legs in general. I went to Saberkas today to pick out my birthday present. Ti’s early, I know :P. We didn’t really plan to buy it this early (my brithday’s April 22nd. Mark that down!!) but it was a stock clearance kind of offer the shop was putting up. So all that’s left of that thing is whatever’s on display. And there’s only like two or three of those things left. I’ve learnt not to take things for grnated. Even when you thought nobody is going to buy a certain thing, they are suddenly gone the next day. So yeah, paid a deposit for it on the spot.

The initial intention was just to show sista what I want for my birfday. Since I could really use one of that thing around, might as well just get it now. I don’t think I require anymore big purchase things for my birthday. There’s none that I could think of. Cash would be good though. Hehehe.

Oh and did I say I just got a new phone? Hehehehe. After holding out with one of my mom’s phone, I finally got a repalcement for my own. Whew. I once thought of getting a flip phone or a slidey. I really thought the Sony Ericsson w550i was a slidey. And for a really long time too! But it turns out to be a swivel! Gaaah!!! What a dissapointment. It was a really sexy phone too. Even worse, you have to hold it upside down with the loopy head down in your palm to swivel it. It would be a pain for someone impatient like me. I could easily drop it when I’m turning it the other way around. Since it also had inferior features than the w800i, I thought what the heck. I just got that one. It appears a little greyish in this pic but it is actually very white. It has 2.0 megaporn of camera which takes quality picture almost like my own digicam. Its great and everything but if it had more battery power it would be incredible. I just charge it whenever I’m not using it.

But overall I am happy with it hehehe. I have been through four phones. Motorola, Nokia, Samsung and Sony Ericsson. Both the Motorola and Samsung aren’t mine and both are flip. Nokia and Sony were mine which I chose and they are both non flippy/swivley/slidey. Nokia has got to be one of my favorites because it has a long standby hour. You could go for a week without charging. Which is useful especially during my schooldays I attended a few camps that required me to last without a charger. Yeah okay, I was lazy to bring the charger anyway :P. So sue me :P.

I didn’t waste time loading all my porns into that phone. On the same night I got it (It came in a sexy plastic box) I went straight to installing the softwares and transferring files. Plays great music, yes. I got a plastic cover for the screen just now. So I can finally throw away its original plastic cover which has threatened to peel off anytime. Next I need to find a cover for the whole phone. Still debating whether to get just a simple plastic wrap or one of those cute ones you find at souvenir shops. Decisions, decisions.

I’m going to KL this Friday. Can’t wait. We’ll be attending my cousin’s wedding and do some shopping. The best part is, we don’t have to put up in a hotel! Wheeee! Time to lounge around in shorts! Hehehe.

Right, so. I got my monthly refill finally hehehehe. Munny is an emotional subject, I know. So you have to be calm when confronted with it. I’ve now mastered that art. *sage nods*

Okay no more to say. Ta’ra!

Tonight’s Ghost Hunters and we (my sis and I) were watching the 12:30 am repeat when in the middle of the show my dad suddenly stepped into the TV room which nearly gave me a shock. That show is pretty gripping. So he announced he’s going to the hospital to visit my grandmother who is my mother’s aunt who’s been critically sick for months now. The hospital called and said she’s at the most critical now.

To be honest, I didn’t want to be bothered when watching Ghost Hunters and we both feared to be dragged to the hospital along (there’s no more repeats of Ghost Hunters!). Luckily, such a thing didn’t happen. So we went ahead happily watching the show until the start of the last quarter. The house phone rang. Rang non-stop at that. I looked at my sis and she didn’t bring her handphone with her and so did I. We figured it must be daddyo so I ran to the phone and we were right. He called to say she was ‘ready to go anytime’. I just said ‘okay’ and he told me to inform motherhood which was a complete waste since motherhood already know. But I went ahead anyway. I went to my room, picked up my phone and ran back down. Luckily it was commercials. Since I had my phone with me I don’t have to run back to the housephone if my dad called.

And he did. Yep. We’re going to have guests over tomorrow. Or so I thought. He said the hospital’s going to take care of all the washing of my grandmother (Well, sorta grandmother) and they’ll be bringing her back in the morning. ‘Oh okay’ I thought, I thought when he said ‘morning’ it was around 7 am ++ but I forgot it was already almost 2 am. Then mom came down and said they’ll be back around 3-4 am. I was like "what the f**k?!" okay maybe I didn’t say it, but it was on my mind anyway. Motherhood predicted we won’t be able to sleep much. Well, maybe she won’t but I don’t know about myself. I sure am lacking sleep after sleeping late and waking up way too early yesterday.

Forgive me for not showing any remorse. If at all, this is only expected. She’s been sick for months and this would be the end of her suffering. God bless her.

2006 seems to have brought me 3 deaths of people I know so far. Not an exactly pleasing start. First it was my dad’s uncle whom I don’t know well at all. Then it was a close family friend. We really felt it then. And now this. My mom’s aunts’ been living with us since we moved to this house and motherhood said she was ’satisfied’. She did all she had to do for them. Send them to hajj, look after them and stuff. I mean, this house was built with their room included. I don’t know. Its weird. I wasn’t very close to them and we had had several ‘critical calls’ from the hospitals since the past weeks.

Like I said, its just expected.

So, now I will try to catch on some sleep before my parents start banging on my door later in the morning.

Also, I would like to add. It doesn’t really matter who’s death it is. Its just that, death itself is sad. You see someone passed away and wondered if he/she had had a good life. If he/she would have wanted to pass on the way he/she did. If she/he could have done better in life. I remember back in school when we learned about the subject of death and muslim funerals. People would gather around and recite the Yassin. Our teacher reminded us the Yassin is not to follow the dead to the grave, but serve as a reminder to the living. The ones gathering around. Its is a reminder that death is the nearest thing to us. That’s why people are encouraged to visit a dead relative’s funeral or people they know.

In a snap second I realized how lucky I was that I am still living and breathing and in full health (Except for minor muscle soreness). I still have a life in front of me. How long my life is, only God knows. But I’m living it and that’s all matters. Life goes on alright. And I am going to live it to the fullest.

Something that all of us should be reminded of.

Now, sleep. Busy day ahead.

Bye.

Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmnnnn!!!!!!!!!

The weird kid I’ve been blocking and deleting on msn kept coming back with new emails!!

Gaaaah!!!!

Surprisingly he’s a fan of L’arc en ciel too.

But he didn’t recognize Hyde!? Blasphemous!

Three days straight without the gym is making me utterly insane.

Money.

I made a vow several years ago not to be a slave of money. But to make money my most hardworking slaves. I like slaves obviously. You can tell them to do anything - no questions asked. Too bad slavery is banished.

Anyway.

Money is made.

Money is made.

Money is made.

Money is not earned. Money is made.

I don’t care if people disagree. I am entitled to my own opinion.

This will be my mantra. Forever, maybe. Such a dumb object has been causing so much emotional pain for humans all across the universe. But not me. It will not torture me anymore. I will conquer it.

One day.

One day I will go on a $100 000 vacation and won’t worry about money. I will spend them like the slaves they are. I will go have fun and bring whoever I please. Freeloaders are forbidden. Leechers. Despicable. They should be put in their place.

Damn.

I want my pocket money now please.

Thanks.

Bye.

*yawns*

Another lazy afternoon. I went to the gym slightly later than I would have preferred. But ah well. Motherhood got all the ingredients for the muffin just now but I guess I’ll do it tomorrow. Don’t wanna rush it today. Have to get the utensils ready and such. Gym in the morning, baking in the afternoon. Sound about right.

I went through several profiles. Wow…so many people I contemplated adding. Up until now I avoided adding inactive people or people I don’t talk to a lot (or those I hardly know). In fact, I did a little ‘decluttering’ and deleted several people. Don’t worry about these. I don’t even know them anyway. I don’t like to be just another decoration in another person’s profile. I don’t see what’s so great with having 300 over friends if you hardly even know half of them. Since I am very private with my profile (and seeing how outspoken I am) I wanna make sure people in my circle don’t get me wrong =P. Not that I’m that private. Just that…mehhh you know what I mean anyway.

I still need to consider if I should add these people. Some are new to Friendster, some have been around a while and some I just avoid. Not because I’m against them or anything. Part of the reason is lazyness. The other, I just don’t feel there’s a need. Then again, there’s no real need to be in Friendster in the first place anyway.

Right. So. Last night I went searching around for Dir en Grey’s stuff around the net to make myself sleepy. Slept pretty late. But anyway, I found some profiles of the band members. Accurate information are hard to get because the band is very secretive about their personal info. Either way, I found that the guys in Dir en Grey are young compared to L’arc en Ciel. I mean, L’arc en Ciel was officially formed in 1992 and by the time Dir en Grey was officially formed (1998), L’arc en Ciel were already at their peak.

If I’m not mistaken, L’arc en Ciel’s members are all of the same age. They are in their late 30’s while the Dir en Greys are late 20s and early 30s. (*so, Totchi Tin, I don’t think Kaokao is too old for you to shag him*). The youngest of Dir en Grey being 28 this year. But these guys still maintain their sexyness. Its a kind of thing that grows with age. Sexyness.

But another surprising fact was, Dir en Grey (except for the very small and short Kyo (vocals)) are around 170-177 cm in height, again, if I’m not mistaken. But GOD! Their weights are all below 57 kg!! I think it was Shinya (drums) who weight only 47 kg!!! Insanity. It appears these guys take pride in being so extremely slim. I don’t blame them. You need only skin and bones to fit into tight leather and hot pants. I think they shaved their legs too. And besides, theirs was an era when revealing thighs (for guys) was considered sexy. I must agree *nods vigorously*.

But I wonder if its healthy to be in their weights. Obviously its not, but then, it depends. I won’t go into the subject of BMI and health here.

After I got a good look of these guys without all the thick make up in ‘Yokan’, Toshiya comes as my favorite. And sorry, Totchi Tin, I think he is hotter than Kaoru. :P.

I think I just found some new rape victims.

It should be a crime to be this thin and sexy. But Kaoru comes second. He’s the badboy leader of Dir en Grey after all.

And maybe a band pic. Left to right, Shinya, Toshiya, Kyo, Die and Kaoru. HAH! Kaoru is shorter than Toshiya! Mwahahahaha!

Not the most recent pic, but at least you get to see below the make up. That’s all for my ramblings. Bye!