Expanding my comfort Zone

I’m considering of whether or not to go to the Freshmen Party on um…when was it? *checks* I dont know. Friday next week I think. It starts at 6:30 and they SAY its compulsary to all new students of July and August intake (thats me btw). But with such ‘convinient’ timing I probably wouldnt make it for the Maghrib (dusk) prayers since its between 7-8 pm. And lots of my friend said they are not going because the time is too near the end of our Reading test.

What do I think? To be really honest, I want to go. Not because the student council promises its ‘going to be lots of fun’ and ‘you’re entitled to win cash prizes and stuff for best dress’, etocetera etocetera (Taishi’s line in Comic Party hehe) and its a good opportunity to get to know new people and bond with people you already know. I mean come ooonn~, the Student Council people said this is going to be our last freshmen event! We’re lucky enough to have a PARTY, not a RAGGING! Like in those public unis. The tickets are only 6 ringgit. Thats even less than a movie ticket.

But but but! (no extra ‘t’ in here okay!)

Why isnt any of my friends going!? D’: I know I’ kinda whiney and needs to have a friend to come with me. But this one I admit it! I need a friend from my class to go with me! Just this event! Just this! puhleeeeeease! *cries*

Even if noone wants to go with me…that’s okay *sniff sniff* Its no loss I dont go anyway *sniff*

Those Rotaract people also emailed me about a club gathering this weekend. That one I’ll definitely go. Drag my friend if I have to! A good opportunity to flash my digicam around ^_~

On another note, Im considering taking up peer tutoring for the subject math. The peer tutoring is when you are being taught in small groups by seniors who are good in the subject. But for a minimal fee (those seniors need to make money too). I could surely use the extra help in math (and IT too). Since most people I ask dont want to sign up for the tutoring. They say we can just study among ourselves. But when I ask when to study, they keep coming up with stuff like ‘Im busy/away this weekend’ and when I suggest a time its the same thing. So much for studying together.

So I signed up. Well, I asked my friend to put down my name tomorrow. If all goes well and the time for the tutoring doesnt clash with my timetable, I’ll proceed. Also its a good chance to meet new people or get to know the existing ones better.

I just did something very satisfying. I just sent a harsh and insulting reply to a message from my stupid neighbour who thinks he’s a hit with the girls. Sheez, talk about retarded!

Now, on to some random wisdom.

I forgot!

Gaaaah stupid retarded f***ing retarded retard retarded I forgot what I was going to say! I notice the abuse of the word retard. Its intentional. I hope you realize that you’re just a retarded attention seeker and I send my condolences beforehand to your future girlfriend (whoever the unfortunate woman may be).

That’s it. I wanna go cheer myself up. Later.

Remember, if you want to move forward, you must move out of your comfort zone. Expand.

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