Burnt out
Right now I feel tired, hungry, a bit depressed and burnt out (from what? I don’t know :/) Right now I just want to go to bed, but I don’t think I’ll be able to sleep (my hair is wet too) so I might as well update my blog and do some trading to cheer myself up. My mom fussed around for the fabric and stuff for hari raya’s clothes (also known as Eid) to send to the tailor. I came up with a few designs for pants for my clothes just now. I prefer pants over the sarung really. Easier to move since I like taking big steps heh. Im still experimenting with the designs, have to buy the right fabric for them though. And hopefully not too expensive to make >.> dont wanna burn out someone else too in the process.
I had to turn down a friend’s invitation today ebcause of unavoidable reasons. If I go, I sincerely go for the sake of him (since its his dinner gathering) and not for the sake of everyone else. I’d like it if people would appreciate it more. I don’t care what company you have there as long as my presence is acknowledge and appreciated and not just another ‘add on’. I would be so glad once everyone goes to uni. Well, my friend came over today and we watched a movie and talked and stuff. So that was good :]. And after declining that invitation I talked to my good friend and it made me feel a bit better since only he understands that situation I’m in. He’s apparently in the same ‘class’. Good to know Im not alone. Also I havent had a decent workout in days now since the TV is gone. Even then, I’ve worn out all my workout vcd and Im growing bored of them. Im even thinking of going to the gym! O_O *squeals* I’m weighing my option. I dont like working out outside the home and my dad said the gym fee of RM10 a month plus my junior membership fee of another RM20 is a good deal since the gym is properly equipped (from my quick glance) and people are few (the most I counted was two or three) And my dad is a long time member of the club. The gym is at the golf club by the way. Gaaah I hate this. I might as well drag my sis along. >.> Any suggestions, anyone?
